Nightmare In The Real World

Ciao,

As Telling about one of the worst experience in my life in the last update,it's time to tell about it much more.Besides,if you don't want to feel bad or disappointed ,etc.,it's good idea to leave this blog right now.

O.K. Let's begin...


Everyone should have a dream at least one time in their lives.Some are good dream that they don't want to forget,however, others can be the bad dream they really don't want it to become the real one.

Twenty years has passed since I was born into this world.So many dreams and experiences I have passed through,but it is only one I can't help feeling very bad everytime I think about it.This experience happened three years ago.

At that time,I was still a highschool student who truely believed that everything around me will be better if I really try...

Try to passed the entrance examination for one of the most popular faculties in Thailand.

Faculty of Medicine...

My parents have their jobs as the doctors, so it's like the decision I (must) be a doctor,too.

I didn't refuse of this true,because I think I would become the good and friendly doctor like my mom and my dad did.

Almost two years I spent in studying very very hard than I ever have before,also entirely believed that I can pass this examination.

But...Ihe result didn't become as I thought...

Two marks I have lost in Physics subject...It's two marks that make me failed the examination...

My entire score had passed the exam,but, due to the rule, My Physics score didn't pass thirty,it's only twenty-eight.

Like the entire world become ruined in front of my face...

Like the nightmare that become the real one...

I didn't remember how much tear I have lost at that time,but frankly,I never feel so much bad as this before.

Like everything around me was vanished away...

Did I do anything wrong?

I try really really hard...Studying everyday with all my hope...preparing myself the best for this examination for almost three years.

But thing I received is the true I didn't really want.

Hurt...disappointed...exhausted...

At that time I really understand the feeling of everyone who commited suicide because of failing the entrance examination.

Almost three years have passed,but this nightmare still haunts me as it only happens yesterday.

Destiny?...Doom?...whatever you will call it...it doesn't matter because I can't do anything to change the past.


Just only wish that someday the old me will come back with the friendly smile again.


See ya next time,
Brighten Sky
Domenica,6th Giugno

P.S. Really sorry again for making you feel bad either.

It's nearly time to say goodbye...

Ciao,

Sorry for missing for a longggg time(almost 2 months since the last update!!!!).

Although it's during the summer vacation,I really find that there are many things to do,especially a lot of housework(s)I have to do.

Happy time really flies...only two weeks left before coming back to one of the most busiest town in the world.I'm going to be the junior in the university in two weeks...

If there is something I really want to do if I can change the past...it must be the better decision in entrance.It's the worst story I have ever felt in my own lfe.I will tell about it next time.

'Home is where your heart is',this phrase always got stuck in my heart,and every time I have to leave my home...It's very hard to do that.

Well...I know that I can't change the past,but I really can't stand feeling homesick anymore.

See ya next time,
Brighten Sky
Martedi 18, maggio

Every clound has the silver lining...hasn't it?

Ciao,

This Update is all about my disappointment of my grades. English is always my favorite subject,and I can do it at my best.Besides, I'm also happy everytime I learn it. As a result,my English grade is always A(s).

But when I open my webmail to check for my grade,my english grade this time is not A anymore.It's B+.

I know that it sounds nonsense for someone,but for me,I can guarantee that I did at best through this semester.

Also,my score at midterm is ranked as the second in the class.

It's very disappointing....

However, every clound has the silver lining,hasn't it? I feel a lot better when I notice that I get B in Basic Biochemistry^^.It's over my expecting.


Bye Bye,
Brighten Sky,
Venerdi,26 Marzo

Happy Birthday To Me...

Ciassou

Beginning with the italian's greeting words,I feel very happy to say that March 7th is my twentieth birthday(a little bit late for 3 days).

At this moment,it is the peaceful vacation & summer after such a extremely hard semester,and I really want to say that nowhere on earth is better than my beloved home...

Oh...I have been to the movie "Alice in wonderland",and know what,I am very disappointed with it.It's not as impressing as I want it to be(give my money backkkk)


More time I will have when it's vacation,so more times I will have in ubdating this diary..

See ya next time,
Brighten sky
March 10th,2010

First Time Of Writing...Say Buon Compleanno To The Cavallone Sky

The First Thing I want to say is ...It's my pleasure to write this blog,and I'm certainly hope that his "place" will be like my diary(although I have not enough time to update it every day!!)

Well,glad to meet everyone^^

This First Update is my propose for saying Happy Birthday to One of My Favorite Characters...

Dino Cavallone(Katekyo hitman reborn!!)

Actually, his birthday is on February 4th...My apologize for that...Dino-san



Looks like I have to Go now...See ya next time
Brighten Sky
Fabruary 7th,2010